We lie in bed and watch the sun rise and set
But the two of us together, forever, you're not ready yet
Momma always said why buys the milk when the cow will give it for free
I'm not being sincere with myself if I didn't think marriage for us would be a reality
You say why fix something if it isnt broke
Every time I hear these words, I nearly choke
What we have is special, so I have perceived
And what you have giving me you made me believe
You are wonderful, I couldn't ask for a better man
The way I'm in your corner cheering, one would know i'm your biggest fan
But don't get it twisted; I don't want to get caught in the love game
To loose what we have would surely be a shame
We have something solid; this is what other couples long for
But if you can't commit then i'm not in the game anymore
It's not so so fun being a pawn in the game
It's almost like waiting for someone you love outside in the rainYou know the rain will stop eventually but you don't know whenAnd just when you get soaked and let your guards down, you become aware of your sins
You ask for forgiveness and hope your prayers will be heard
The only other prayer is your mate don't think you are being absurd
You say to your yourself, I did all that I can do
If the relationship is to continue I know our love was always true
If it ends it would be like a thief during an intrusion
Because you stole my heart like an artist draws an illusion
At first you think its something that it is not
But if you touch the fire you realize it is really hot

Sister this sounds like it came straight from the heart and from a past hurtful situation. Your written expressions painted a vivid picture of the pain you dealt with..

@Rick yeah I was hurting @ the time.

I love this..... Thanks for sharing :)

ARE YOU OK NOW?????

@viichild I'm good that was 10 years ago.